The final year project is reaching to its climax soon. In a few days time(Tuesday), I'll be the in the first TOP 3 group to present. First Top 3 means something. I die early but less worries. Get chopped inside with the panel of judges but still alive. I shall be in deep fear when it comes to Monday. Prayed very very hard that the question imposed on me is answerable.
Frankly speaking, I hate this part of my semester. My every freedom and entertainment is being snatched away By this so called monster named: FYP. Never in my life, that I willingly said to my mum: "Mak,ain nak essence of chicken" Until today, where i felt there is a need to stay up very late. The most hatest drink of all became my best buddy in project. Cool or what?!
And at this very stage, Even your own siblings can worsen the situation by saying: "Pakai kasut aku,tak mintak permission.Bla bla bla bla." *like makcik in geylang* People like dead tired already still have the cheek to nag at me. Kan da kena aku nyer counter-attack. Ergh! Mintak kena "TAM" ar! Im off to sleep.eH no! Chiong! Gambatte!
Thursday, January 22, 2009,10:50 PM
Tanya soalan: Salah. Tak Tanya Soalan: Lagik Salah. Biler kita tanya soalan, orang kata: "Dun ask until we like spoon feed you all." Biler kita tak tanya soalan, orang kata: "It's best that you come to us so you can get accurate data" Aper kena ngan orang ni? Orang-orang... Kamu buat gue pening deh. Buat gue dalam dilema aja. Kok,kalau mau nolong-in,ya nolong-in dengan ikhlas deh. Gue harap banget semuanya akan berakhir sepantas kilat dong. Capek to the max kok! Kok-ke-doodle-dooo! Hahahaha~ Assalamualaikum~
Monday, January 19, 2009,12:15 AM
I was smelling the 'bunga rampai' when suddenly Rasyidah's Aunty exclaimed. And i mean exclaimed. Paham2 ar eh. Orang da meningkat umur ni nak more attention. So microphone volume mesti to the max.
"Kalau saper yang dapat bau wangi nya bunga rampai,tak lamer lagik ar tu. Kalau tak dapat bau,maknanya lambat lagi la kahwen........................................................................................."
Haha! Rad gave me the shocked look. Coz at the first place she can't smell anything,while i was "menikmati" the keharuman. Wahhhhh! Baek ar rad. Lambat lagi ar kahwen!
Syid's Brudder Engagement was sort of like a short meet-up for Kambengs without Aqelele. One thing about Kambengs is they are PLAYFUL. Since i'm the decent one, I was tortured to finish up the kuih which is my most hatest kuih mannnnn!. What in the neraka i have to telan that "KOLE-KOLE". Telan.Not Kunyah. Not once.But THRICE! I noe its a food. yar yar, i should have been more contented to taste that kuih compare to the children who are deprived of food. But just let say..aku bertaubat ar k. Angkat bendera putih. Korg suro aku mati hidup balek semula makan tu kuih, kirim salam iklas dari ku=) Only Allah noes how my stomach is reacting right now.
Time Check: 00:31am Sleep or Study? Study+Sleep-Tutorial+FYP project= Infinity. Ni Einstein nyer cicit punya formula:P LOL. Assalamualaikum!
Thursday, January 15, 2009,8:36 PM
I have been keeping myself quiet And avoid looking into bapak's eyes Plus avoid any communication with him even through signs or wadsoeva for the past 16 days. Close to 2 weeks to be exact. Whatever happen between me and my father was unexpected. Minutes before I was involved in the 'fight', we can even laugh and joke with each other.
It all started with this one person in the house. Who has been messing with our family's happiness. She who creates the spark. She who makes bapak terribly mad and going insane. Till bapak actually use me as the target. Bapak has never ever ever let out his anger. NEVER. But when he did.it was horrible. To the wrong victim sumore. Sesungguhnya, i know 98% i am not at fault. If u are wondering of the 2%,yes i admit, I did raised my voice. That was unintentionally done. Partly because I was so blur after doing my assignment that i decided to chill in the living room
When suddenly bapak ask: "Betul kakak kao buat gini..gini..gini..?..kao dengar gini..gini..gini?" Me: "Huh??.aper die pak?" Bapak:"Kao buat2 tak tau pulak"(in an irritating tone of voice)
Ok this part aku da tak leh tahan. Who the hell can take it when you no nuts about ur sis whereabouts and still somebody insist of getting the info from you?? And so I got irritated by this, and answered 'acuh tak acuh' towards my father. and that's where all the sumpah serana shoot out from his mouth. At one point of time, die dah ready nak fight ngan aku. gelas pun ade depan mata. senang2 die leh pecah kan. And aku pun da Maha ready dah. Tapi bahanakan mak ada kat situ. Aku mengalah.
this is the worst miscommunication i had with father. I dunnoe how much pails of tears that i have wasted thinking of the words that he shoot out which hurt my feelings deeply. and thank allah. Berkat solat jema'ah and also the recitation of yasin for almost 2 weeks together. Makes me want to talk to my father even more. I miss him like damn a lot. Because usually me and him are the jokers of the family. We always got sumthing to spice up the day. But since the jokers got into a fight. Everything was dull at home. And yes! At 8:30 pm TODAY, I am officially argument-free with my father. A huge burden being taken off. Phew! Lurve bapak ku!.Hail Rahman!
But still to the "She" who happens to read my blog in any case, I would really hope u will change for the better. 21 years old soon tau. Tolong jdik contoh yang baek untuk aku. Please..Aku beg kao...
Sunday, January 11, 2009,10:54 PM
This post is dedicated for AtticaDelantoTitotito!
You have been my most cekik darah bitch And beloved cuzzin. Please don't leave me. I know u have been enduring the disease for a long time But just bear with it ok? Tomorrow 2pm. Major Operation. I will ensure that i will be there by 2:01 pm Just to ask....
"Kao da mati ke lom? Lepas Dapat Result?"
Chill ehs achi rempah.Its just a result. If u ever fail pun, you still have private courses to take. Yeah i noe u just hate the word ITE. Limit2. Untuk support kao nyer expenses, aku akan tolong kao jual rempah okay? HAHAHAHAHA!
Friday, January 02, 2009,8:54 PM
I am now addicted to Sudoku. Everywhere by my side must have that Sudoku Book. to the extent b4 go to sleep oso must complete one puzzle.
Orang baca la doa ehs. Ni tak. Sudoku plaks. Ingat per? "Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.Sudoku.Aminnn" Haha! Dan buku tak lamer lagik akan pulang ke TUAN-NYA soon:( In months to come, I shall be a Sudoku Freak. Credits given to My stalker@kambeng@kakak@logistician S.U.E.H.A.I.L.A Let's form a Sudoku Tag Team ok kambengs? Kambeng tak semestinya 24jam makan rumput. Otak mesti exercise siket yer.
FYP MENCEKIK DARAH! im left with 1 month onli! guess wad? we are still struggling in the biG ocean. :s
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