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Thursday, March 27, 2008,9:48 PM

At one point of tyme I was at my lowest point. .Yes. .Since the day I've just returned from the meeting, I regretted saying "Yes" to it. .Suddenly,I felt that I didn't fit that position(Main committee of Malay Arts Group) and never do I expect that my confidence plunged down to a great extent. .

NoT till I seeked motivation from Allah And Emak. .I hate to keep my sorrows alone coz eventually I would fall sick If I kept it for too long. .The only thing I can do is to give her a hug and for a moment I can't utter a word. .Holding back my tears, in the end I've decided to tell her the truth. .Her answer was sweet and simple and most uplifting.

"Ain kena bersyukur kerana terpilih utk 'position' ni. .Memang Ain da rancang taknk involve in all this coz it's your final year,tapi ALLAH yang tentukan. .DIA aje yg tau kebolehan ain dan aper yg ade dalam isi hati Ain. .You must always take things Positively.Untuk berjaya ada banyak ujian nyer. This is one of them"

And suddenly, I shuddered hearing the last sentence. .Coz before that I've been reading part of the Hadith and some Quranic Verses to boost up my morale. .And the result was magnificient and it is the same as to what my mother had advised me

Indeed, the Prophet of Islam (saw) was a positive thinker in the full sense of the word. One of his principle is:

To see Advantage In Disadvantage- A guiding verse in the Qur’an was revealed. It said: “With every hardship there is ease, with every hardship there is ease.” (94:5-6).This means that if there are some problems, there are also opportunities at the same time. And the way to success is to ignore the problems and avail the opportunities.

It's not that I've never been in the important positions but previously being in the sub committe,it has taught me about responsibility and commitment.Apparently, the fear Im facing right now is not being able to carry out this position with much responsibility and commitment. .My Time Management frankly nids to be polished. .That is why my organiser is always by my side. .However, maybe Its because Im obsessed with the 'World' that I almost forgot that somebody is always there to help me. .

Narrated by Abdur Rahman bin Samura (Radhiallaho anho):Allah's Messenger (sallallaahu 'alaihi wasallam)said, "O 'Abdur-Rahman bin Samura! Do not seek to be a ruler, because if you are given authority for it, then you will be held responsible for it, butif you are given it without asking for it, then you will be helped in it (by Allah), and whenever you take an oath to do something and later you find that something else is better than the first, then do the better one and make expiation for your oath."

Subhanallah. .Im proud to be an Islam and really am Contented being borned into this religion. .From now onwards, Im more than willing to give my very best and yes believing in myself is very important right now. .Insya'allah. .To My Dear Readers, Pray The Best For Me. .

Tuesday, March 25, 2008,8:17 PM

What do you feel when you are almost a dead meat after all the cleaning ups when suddenly a very-high pitched person from outer space came out of nowhere and demanded you to 'entertain' her?

Dun get me wrong ok people. .Entertain in this case refering to serving my 'dear' customers. .Of course,my first reaction was 'terperanjat berok'. .Luckily the grimy cloth that I'm holding doesn't landed onto her face. .You see customers don't really care what you are doing and they need you to act fast or else "satu dunia die nk buat announcement BAD SERVICE". .chey. .sounds lyke me. .hik hik. .hik. .

And so I just threw the cloth on the floor,followed her or should I say dragged myself to the 'sejadah' section while in my heart I was almost going to curse her up and down ok. .But the moment she opened her mouth, the words coming from her was practically lyke bullets flying out from M-16 gun and she got this tone that made me laugh on the instant. .Little did I realised she is a Malaysian from Negeri Sembilan. .Yes. .I knew very well the 'loghat' she was using. .

Madam Kecoh: Sejadoh ni berapo ni dek?

Si Penat: $4.90 aje cik

Madam Kecoh: Ouh muroh la tu. .Mai sejadoh hijau tu. .Bukan aper lo kannn. . Nabi suko warno tu. .Sodap mata memandang. .Cik beli duo la ye. . *holding a sejadah*

Si Penat: *taking another sejadah from the wagon and bring to cashier*,*smiling*

Madam Kecoh: Lorr. .Aper kamu bawak lagik satu nih?

Si Penat: Tadik kan makcik kata nk beli dua. .

Madam Kecoh: APO KONO BUDOK NIH!*talking at the top of her voice"

Si Penat: Takdo keno papo makcik. .*Laughing*

Madam Kecoh: Ketawa pulak doh. .Suka kamu ehs. .*Smiling*

Si Penat: Eh mestilah makcik. .Hidup Mesti Selalu Happy

Madam Kecoh: Ar bagus la tu. .

Thank Allah. .If that 'makcik' wasn't friendly. .I would just tell her the price,walked off and continue my work. .Chet!. .Hahakz. .Aniwae, I won't la of course. .Hati tak sampai dok. .Sekasar-kasar aku,tersembunyi kelembutan yg tidak terlihat dengan mata kasar. .Chey. .Tak leh carry kaperr. .

Ending?

I make friends with her and this is the first tyme ever ,aku salam a customer!

Anak Boss Sampai Mengusik aku: "Bestfriend Nampak?"

Hahakz. .Diao~

There is a saying goes there are no strangers,it's just friends that we have not met. .

Hmm. ..

APO KONO BUDOK NI!!!!?

Wednesday, March 19, 2008,9:28 PM

*brush off spiderweb from blog*

And so my dreams finally came true. At last aku dapat jejak tu KL jugak for 4days,3 nights holiday. .Aku happy sampai tunggang terbalik ok!. .So,people here's the story of my trip to KL.Kalo rasa2 taknak baca,tgk picture pon ok jugak. .hik hik hik:)

Day 1

Took Luxury Exclusive Coach to KL for 4hrs. .Which I think quite a long and boring journey. .Naseb baek ade MP4. .leh emo2 sket. .At the same time,hati dah "duk-dak-duk"..WEEEE!!
Tak sabar nk gy KL ni(Kawasan Larangan). .LOL!..Reached Hotel Istana at about 4:30pm and Dang Amok(Aisyah),Dang Besar(Aku),Dang Cicak(Iqah) sungguh jakon nauzibillah..Al maklum la 5 star hotel,jdik benda2 sumer cam lawa gitukk. .hik .hik..staff die pon leh tahan lawa jugak. .*malu*
Bell Boy buat aku Cair. .Tapi aku tak tunjuk la kan. .Ain kan perempuan melayu terakhir:)

Thumbs up to This Coach!

Pasting labels.Step Briefing gitukkk

Happy people ehs . .Mentang2 aku tkde pat dalam gambar

Lunch in the Coach. .*lemao*. .Sambal maner la dey!

Kakak2 aku mmg kes dengki. .Aku kena tido tempat sengkek

Soon after we unpacked our belongings. .Mak da sound suro gy shoPping. .pikir kaki aku getah kaper. .baru nk step tidO kat hotel. .Abes pergy tempat aper tu Masjid India?. .Kat sana mmg la banyak benda2 yg tak 'perlu' bagik aku. .yg happy tu la mak aku sorg. .Kita sumer da frust tonggek. .Da uh penat. .Lepas satu kedai satu kedai die masOk.tak tau plak mak aku ade "share" ngn dorg
Takde Mood nk amek gambar pasal camerawoman da penat(aku)
Gedebak gedebik gedebuk. .hari pon da malam
Langkah kiri kot biler nk balek
Tunggu teksi cam nk rak pastu dapat yg tak bermeter
A distance that costs only RM 4 costs RM 15 for us
HAKKKK-Dush!

Day 2

Woke up at 5am. .Not because aku excited nk amek breakfast. .Sejuk sangattttttttt. .Hingus aku meleleh. .haizzz. .Around 7:30 gituk we had our breakfast at Taman Sari. .Sedapppp bangetttt
Layanan mesra lagik berpatutan
chey aku
semua mesra
aper yg tak mesra pon aku tak tau
Lepas da isi perot. .aper lagik. .Cam Whoring uhhh sebelom start the KL TOUR
Tu wajib sey bagik aku
Tngk ni!!

Breakfast at Taman Sari

Manager u are on candid camera!

Koko crunch and Mee aku nyer..Laen sumer cam extra

Focusing when pouring the 'susu'

Western VS Orang Kampong!

*Bliss*

Songket Lounge

Orang kat tngh cam nk kena sepak!

KL Tour started with us going to Leather Centre at about 10am. .This part if u all never visit ok oso u wont regret. .Coz basically this place is only suitable to those who are curious and wanna learn more about leather.
Next,was the Batik Centre. .Luckily for us there were not a lot of people there so we got to see the man drawing the batik "live" ok. .dang!. .tengok mcam senang. .padahal2
Proceeded on to Chocolate Center where we bought lotsa of Chokolat!. .At this point of tyme,aku pakai tactic men-Psycho mak aku suro beli bnyk2 coklat. .alhamdulillah. .nampaknyer berjaya
Malaysia Boleh!
Ain Lagik Boleh!
Up next is the King Palace. .Damn it!. .Raja taknak Kluar
Die majok ngn aku ar tu
Pasal aku tak bawak PSP utk die
LOL!
Thanx to our tour guide cum driver cum badot,Pakcik Rosli,we get to snap some pictures at the Palace of the Golden Horse
It's a hotel and I felt that the architecture was impressive
Cam Taj Mahal gituk!
Then we made our way to Putrajaya where all the Government Bodies are located there.
Nak dikatakan mmg ar Putrajaya lawa..Tapikan aku still rasa tak fair bagik rakyat malaysia yg biasa dan miskin. .Maner dorg dapat duit ribu2?
Perjalanan mengambil masa yang agak panjang dan perot pon terasa lapar.
Makan satay kat Kajang which i Thought there's no specialty in it. .cumer isi jek tebal. .rasa ok2 uh.. Hehe. .I met a cute baby there and aku cam nk kidnap die. .Cute nyerrrr!!!
Sempat kitaorg singgah pat Suria KLCC ala PARAGON kat Singapore. .
Benda2 leh tahan mahal uh
Takper2. .Nnti aku dtg lgik:)
At about 9:30pm we reached 'home' and literally lepaks in our room getting ready for the next day's destination to Eye on Malaysia
Muahahahhaha

The Expert
His MasterPiece

Chey Bapak Cam Real
He took 5 mins to complete This. .Hehe
Salute-ation for the KING!
Tis kuda gatal u noe. .Be Careful!

Owh tdakkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!
Rahman's Family at Palace Of the Golden Horses
Malaysia's Next Top Minahs
Istana Melawati

Putrajaya
PM Abdullah Badawi's Office
Jalan-Jalan Carik Pasal
Cute nyer!
Hoho!. .Ngaappp!

Day 3

Supposedly semangat da berkobar nk panjat tu Petronas Tower. .Sekali dia tutup dah every Monday. .Maenkan perasaan betol uh. .Haizz . .Since kita da kluar might as well merayap skali. .Jdik kita pergy la tu Petaling Street untuk beli benda imitation ni. .Setakat imitation mahal jugak dok. .ade RM180,ade RM260. .haizz. .nk tipu bertempat la sket. .CHET!
Pastu kita membawa kaki ini ke Eye on Malaysia a.k.a Malaysia Flyer. .Ermss. .Untuk first try,bley cuba. .tapi subsequently tak cuba pon takper. .hik hik hik. .Singapore Flyer lagik tinggi dan comfy berbanding ngn Malaysia. .Hari ni sket jek merayap . .Maklum la pakai public transport siap kena tipu ngn minah monorail sana. .Ciss!. .Siap ko biler aku jumpa . .Pfft!. .Biler balek ke hotel. .Cam-whoring bermaharajalela lagikk. .Bawak camera utk per kan. .Takkn utk collect habuk
heh:)

Pose Giler 1
Now u noe y I am so Damn Crazy. .Came from Bapak!
Mr and Mrs Smith
Eye On Malaysia

View From The Top
View 2
Volcano Going to Erupt. .Haha!. .Padahal Benda Terbakar
You can read this aren't You?
Second Home!Tis Is How We Look When We Are Tired
Yoga at Night?
Dang Cicak-Dang Besar-Dang Amok
Di sebalik Pokok TerSembunyi Makhlus Haluss..hahaha

Iqah Step Maner Peh Cute

Day 4

Aku nk naek KLCC!. .Wajib sey tu building. .Kalo tak naek,wasted jek gy KL. .So tis is our last day but we hurried down to KLCC to take the earliest tickets. .By the tyme we reached there,org sumer da line-up mcm kat interchange. .panjang sepanjang-panjang galah. .But we still went for it and managed to get the 10:45am tickets. .Hehe. .Suka kaperrrr. .When our turn has come,we were guide by 2 policeman all the way up to 41th floor. .Sesampai di sana. .Fuuuuulamak. .Die peh tour guide peh sacHok. . sappp. .cam hindustan gituk muka. .Sejuk mata memandang. .LOL!
Lepas gy KLCC jek. .Part ni cam sedih uh. .We have to check out and leave Hotel Istana by 1:30pm. .Aku rinddduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu bangett ngn tu Hotel..Chet!
At 7:30pm, we reached SINGAPURA!
Home Sweet Home!
Nak gy lagik boleh?

PaPa Bear Queing For Tickets
So can u see my dearest Cuzzin?
Jemaah Haji Dari KLCC
Susah nk Explain Ngan Minah Sri Lanka Ni
Seronok kan Bergambar ngn Izuwan Shaari. .Dang!
KLCC(Day)
KLCC(Night)
Tak dapat Bell Boy Yang Tu,Yang Ni pon Jadik La!

BYE HOTEL ISTANA:(

On that note,I will Like to wish Selamat Menyambut Maulidur Rasul. .Assalamualaikum!

Friday, March 14, 2008,11:53 PM

"Jumpa kat tamp mrt station kol 2:2o tau!. .paling lambat 2:30!"

Sapppppppppppppppppppppppp...

The longest time ever that Ive been waiting fer kambeng to reach Bedok(mit them there coz was hanging ard in sis's crib at Bedok)...3:30pm sey dorg sampai. .Perah minyak jek aku. 1 1/2 hrs tunggu cam buah tak jatuh. . First2 duduk cross-legged ar,pastu aku dah tak leh tahan aku dok bersila atas tu kerusi jugak pat MRT peh atas,Last2 aku curik2 baring atas tu kerusi bertuah jugak. .Kalo tak kerana KAMBENGS,mau aku tk balek!

HoweVEr,outing with Kambengs Today was super-duper freaky SERONOK!. .Planned to go for picnic but decided to go bowling towards the end coz we thought it would rain KUCING and Anjing today. .

Now up to standard sket la kan..Dah tak maen pat East Coast lagik. .Tis tyme pat Marina City(Marina Square). .HaizZz. .Nyonya maner ntah da tukar namer tmpt high class nih. .Sampai di sana..

RAMAI GILERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!TAK TAU DOK UMAH KAPER!MAEN BOWLING NGN BOTOL KICAP UH!. .CHEY AKU!.TAK SEDAR DIRI BTOL!

But naseb baek la dalam kol 5pm gituk, org bowling 'picit' Sue mengatakan kita da leh start baling bola ok!Aku tak Sangka kambengs2 ade bakat terpendam. .Lagik2 Rad ehs. .Ko peram bakat lamer sangat kot. .biler nk start jek cam terencat sket. .

Persaingan semakin sengit. .atau dikatakan senget..dengan juara bertahan Ain Sanchez Zerano Mengalahkan Naib Juara Bedok CC Sue Federer. .Sorie Beb!. .Lu balek umah kena makan tongkat ali bnyk2 cam aku..LOL!

Sesudah berGumbira. .kambengs pon menunaikan kewajipan masing2 sebagai umat Islam Sejati. .Singgah di MASJID BURHANI untuk solat Asar dan Maghrib. . .SEKALI......

WARNING!

MASJID BURHANI TIDAK MENGIKUTKAN AJARAN ISLAM YG BETOL!
BILER SOLAT JEK DORG TEPUK TAMPAR
PIKIR SERONOK KAPERRRR

WARNING EH!

Seram jugak aku dengar bunyi bising tepok2 amai2 tu. .Solat pon tak khusyuk!(by the way,kambengs solat sendiri coz cant catch any ball what the IMAM is baca-ing). .MPKL BETOL!

Utk menghilangkan seram dan rasa tk enak,kita pon carik la tmpt makan. .Jalan peh jalan peh jalan sampai kat ZAM ZAM. . .End up makan kat VICTORY. .Pasal kita kalah pat ZAM ZAM..DANG!..GET THE JOKE?..LOL!

Makan lah nasi berani dan murtabak. .Tak terangkatttttt!!. .Pak kal jek da mlm. .kalo tak aku lesap kan somer makanan tu!. .Abes ale2 saper ntah yg start conversation TOPIK DIE: AJAL DAN MAUT!

Syid kata: "kalo korg nampak korg peh feet start to bengkok ke bawah. .tak lamer lagik ar tu
Rad: "abes kalo jari bengkok cam Ain"? abes Ain, bsk ain tak lamer lagik
Ain: EH THANX EHS. . Suka per Rad!. .Aku tau uh aku partial cacat(nada sedih,disertakan ngn kilat dan guruh berdentam dentum)

After which the convo berlarutan until 9:30 pm,then we make our way home. .Throughout the journey from Zam-Zam to Bugis Mrt Stasiun,kambengs were cam-whoring lyke as if Singapore belongs to them. .Kita ni dah macam tourists jakon tau tak korg!. .Diao~

Outing laen kali gy SINGAPORE FLYER?!
AMCAM!?
MAU!?
MAU AKU TK TOLAK KALO KORG BLANJA AKU
BENDA2 FREE CAM LEBIH NIKMAT GITUK. .

Till here. .Tangan aku lenguh sgtttttt. .Pics will be updated SOoOoOoON!!

HELLLLOOOOO KLLLLLLLLLLLL MENJERIT!!!!!!!!!
GOODBYE SINGAPURA DILANGGAR TODAK!!!!

ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008,9:18 PM

Highly recommended!
Don't be deceived by the title
It has got NOTHING to do with cintan-cintun
Lemau sey aku baca romance novels
Ergh!
And of all books,THIS coz me to break down
It really makes me realise Allah Maha Besar Lagi Penyayang
And I felt I have not done enough of 'amal ibadah' but more of sins as I grew up
There's this one part of the story where one of the character a Christian Lady from Mesir,named Maria that makes me amazed and even 'malu' to myself
She can actualli memorise Surah Maryam and Surah Al-Maidah!
Subhanallah!

Grab it!
It's worth your money!
You can find it Muslimedia Bookshop,Tokoh Warisan and other Islamic Bookshop
While Stock Last!

Synopsis:Sebuah novel tentang seorang santri salaf metropolis dan musafir yang haus ilmu,keindahan cinta dibangun di bawah terang cahaya petunjuk.Ia juga disebut sebagai Novel Pembangun Jiwa

8:53 PM

Been very busy werking this few weeks and I must say thank you Allah for the rain coz seriously i cant give the fullest attention to the jOb when all the perspiration makes my body felt uncomfortable and 'bau masam' mcm baru abes makan masala aje!

Though i must admit that the weather made my eyes drooping and uncontrollable frequent yawns keep escaping from my mouth.Anyhoos, stocking of 'jamu','tongkat ali' and all those malay traditional medicines makes me wonder whether all these stuff do work on people. Especially u noe the jamu where u can 'kuruskan' your body.Tipu la Sey!..cam gitu hari2 aku takyah exercise per..makan jamu besok jek da kurus..CHEY aku!

And tis tyme,alhamdulillah tersangat-sangat padaNya coz not only i managed to persuade my family to go for holidays(HELLO KL!) lyke after 6 yrs of not travelling and also earning income,I PASSED WITH NOT SO FLYING COLOURS LA!..if not fer my CDS,i would have improve by a lot lot lot more la dey!

I want my Directors' Honours please..........

I miss kambengs n Ain Ahmad

Sihat ke aper dorg?
Da besar ke aper dorg?
Da giler aper dorg?

Wallahualam Bissawab Esok Lusa Jawab(Quoted From Izzah Makcik's Fren)

Friday, March 07, 2008,10:43 PM

Astaghfirullahal'azim!
Eh people
kalo masok blog ni kan
ade nampak pop up yg 'tidak elok dilihat'
IM SO SORRY!
help me please sape yg tau get rid of that pop up thingy...

Tuesday, March 04, 2008,10:31 PM

OMG!
Totally speechless When I have just received the tymetable from anak Boss..Aku akan dicampak jauh ke Woodlands untuk bekerja... Apart of that,I will be working in THEIR new outlet and the whole idea of it arouses me..WEEEEEEEEEE!!!..Firstly i can wait fer "ke-chink!ke-chink!"..$$$$..At last!, an increase in my daily income means that i can go for SHOPPING!!
Way to survive beb!
Of course SAVINGS is a must la kan..
Di saat-saat kecemasan..Let's say malam2 aku terpeleot ke kan
abes kena gy hospital..duit tu saviour aku la seyyy!!

Working at a new outlet means i can get to see new people
meet new friends
meet new customers
new working environment
WAHHHHHHHHH!!!
Happening!!

But then ryte,I still missed the pakcik-pakcik
And the Lelaks there u noe..
Without them, im working in silence
No jokes to laught at
I can't tease Ibrahim(BREEEEMM)
I can't kutok Cik Jumat
I can't make Izzat merajuk mcam perempuan
Better still JC
There are other boutiques that I can browse..
It's like killing two birds with one stone?
hehehehehe
Working+Shopping=CUCI MATA?
YES!.No link for sure!
hahahahahakz

Wadeva it is,am really forward to the changes
And people pray the best for me ok?
Insya'allah....

P/S: Pagyyyyyy nyer kena bangonnnnnnnnnn!!!

Saturday, March 01, 2008,12:12 AM

GOD DAMN WELL MY INSTICT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ACCURATE!
Hypocrites shouldnt live in this world
So let me tell u sumting
It will be the first and the last!
Ouh..
Niwae Thanx Izz for the ride!
Kalo tak da lamer aku sesat pat ECP