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Thursday, August 30, 2007,1:07 PM

BACK!!!

hehe...aft lyke wad..1 week plus of MIA-ing finally i get to blog again...
just finished my exams and i prayed very hard for a pass or maybe distinctions for all my subjects..OOps..AS IF la ain ok..

yeah2...tis semester i think i slack alot..not that im complacent but it's just that first tyme during my 13 yrs of education im NOT MOTIVATED to study..hee..it's lyke when im going to start my revising,my mind will think of MSN,and computer games laa..ARGH!!!!...sOoOo addicted to them already..i did online once in a while but tell ya something..i played games throughout the study week can?..haha..

ok2..wads past is past..so its the month of september ehs?
ermm..sumbody's going to reach its legal age oready...hehs:)
preparing for a lot of activities and im all for it bebeh!..woohoo!

1)Watch Movie with Aisyah(the bloodsucking sista)
2)Orchid Country Clubbing..haha!
3)Work!..im hunting fer werk!..anybody got job lobang?
4)Escape Theme Park with retarded cuzzins
5)LOM day..how can i 4get this?
6)Lepak-ing with Kak Nisa..Missing her..and still be missed
7)I want to go out with Nadi peeps laa..No outing ke?

8)Ramadhan and Solat Terawih
9)Yeay..yeay..Hari Raya
10)Asyura's Birthday Party-Insya'allah eh awk?..hehe

Ermm..actually not a lot la kan..At least got sumthing to do rather than staying at home staring at the ceiling lyke people in Hougang Chalet always do..haha!

Ramadhan is around the corner and im looking forward to it..Especially terawih..Walaupon penat solat 23 rakaat,tpi kenikmatan berjema'ah tu ble dirasakan..Mak da chop aku buat kuih la,pasang langsir la..tukar cushion la..balas dendam kaper?..pasal last yr aku lepas tangan?..haha..k fine..bisa diatur dongs!..Yang penting duit raya tahun ni mesti UP siket..cehh!..haha

Kay..Will update if i Feel like to!..nyeahahhaha

Thursday, August 16, 2007,10:00 PM

Yiba-Yiba Anggre Anggre!

Woohoo!

Projects are over!

Now the next phase..

ExaMS!!!!!!!!!

OMG!

Tis semester flies so fast....

With me struggling fer Management Science,

I think my dream for a second DHL

Will soon crashed

*KETEPIAAAAAAAANGGG!!*

And yeah Speaking Of DHL(Directors' Honors List)

I envied that 'sumbody' la ok

3 DHL!!

Arghh!..Gimme ur brain plz cann?

We share2 aites!

heh:P

P/S:Missed those times chatting wit him till 4 in the morning.Come back la plzz..

Tuesday, August 14, 2007,11:03 PM

KAMBENGS' DAY

Heh..neva go for LSCM tutorial todae..i felt that only 2hrs in skewl should be spent studying at home and yeah kindda feel tired after celebrating nad's bdae which is yesterday..jeng3!

Our beloved NADI-ah was literally speechless as soon as she saw her 'kambengs' there with the 4 pathetic balloons attached to the walls of this small 'pondok' near her block..nyeahaha..damn surprise la kan..coz i sms-ed her stating there was going to haf a meeting so she haf to meet me under her block so that we can go walk to skewl together..Orang kalo da kaki penipu(oops!)..kalo tipu orang mesti menjadi nyer..lol!

We filled our stomach with canadian pizza(i was trembling when paying for the pizza.the delivery boy was lyke 'masya-allah'),the small cupcakes that we ordered to substitute the cake which i thot was creative and 'dua botol ice-lemon tea dan green tea yg terpaksa ditogok!'..sungguh la budget..

Intending to stay under her block and lepak2..but NADI-ah offered to hang around in her crib since she's alone and which means we could make all the noise we wanted!..yesssssa!..Okies we were so 'high' and we did sumthing that we shouldn't do..it might sound wrong here..but only my 'kambengs' and allah noes la cann..hahakz..we were 'cam-whoring' until maghrib and to tell ya the truth it's pretty hard to stay away from the camera..Taubat ain..taubat!..haizz..

Guess everything that started should cum to an end..The kambengs balek ke kandang masing2..and one of them hu's name is Ain haf to do socio project which still needs sum touch-up..WHO's THAT?..ME LA OF COZ!..Lyke duhhhh...

Here's the pix dat we took with much effort hor..effort kaper..HAKK-DUSH!..Aqeels sungguh mintak maaf kerana gambar kamu tidak banyak dipetik di first half of the partayyyyyyyyyy!

Sue A.K.A Decor Gal..sapppppppp!

*Shahid's Sweetheart.Atul.ME!..juniors of nadi!*

*While waiting fer bdae gal to cum*

*Presenting..NADI-ah!*

*Yummy Cupcakes!*

*No candles!..Arr..Nevermind..Lighter saves the day*

*Wishing..I wish..I wish..I wish*

*Kesopanan Nadiah amat Menyerlah sekali..hehe*

*1...2...3.."ce-ket!*

*A gift from the 'kambengs'*

*Sekali-sekala dimanjakan tak aper..*

*The Kambengs a.K.a NAdsuratainaqeelizm*

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NAD!

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Thursday, August 09, 2007,12:42 AM

Kays i think i committed a sin today fer not following strictly at my revision tyme table

Was supposed to study,but here i am still blogging and recently just had a long and serious conversation wit izzah over the phone..

Aniwaes,to my dearie izzah dun be guilty if you read tis blog,coz i am supposed to be more discipline when cum to studies..heh

It' s been quite a long tyme tat we actually heard of each other..And today talking to her was love.Dah lamer kann tak bbual merepek..sheesh!.One thing for sure Izzah is just the total opposite of me but I just dunnoe how we can still mantain our friendship ehs makcik? IZZAH HARDCORE OUTDOOR PERSON!!..PFFT!

Alryte tis is the first tyme she actually poured out everything about her life to me lahhs..And throughout the conversation, she made me mull over a problem which I considered not as important to my life at this period of time at the age of 18 for example err...Having a steady boyfriend?

At one point, to be loved by someone besides our family is kind of wonderful.Frankly, I have not experienced it but hearing from Izzah's stories was enough for me to imagine 'betapa nikmatnya cinta'...Kay i may sound mushy here but it is normal fer a gurl lyke me to feel tis way.Sekali-sekala tkper..Jangan selalu..But at the other point,from my opinion, having a steady boyfren is lyke a burden to me.Yeah..Burden..why?..coz ur freedom is restricted,everywhere you go you must do some sort lyke reporting duty to them..And is lyke every minute you want to noe wad is he doing..'cam da makan ke lom'..'tgh buat per'..'da tido ke lom'..Easy to say,you will have to take care of them though you yourself are not properly taken care of..Uh-oh tis is exclusive of the frequent small fights that I'll haf to face if i got steady uhh..Ishk..Cam tak sanggup plaks..

Ouh yeah..I do envied my friends who are attached..But I guess I still have my inner controls and other priorities such as my studies that needs my utmost attention.Okay,I can't confirm 100% that I dun want to get into a serious relationship now but let put it this way.Kita merancang,Allah Yang Menentukannya.What I need to do now is just go with the flow.The day will come and I just need that little patience to see it really happen before my eyes.By that tyme I think I'm fully prepared of the decision I've made and yes..I am still waiting fer the right one....................................................................................................................

P/S:Izzah,have faith in what you are doing now.Insya'allah the ending part will be a fruitful moment fer you.

Saturday, August 04, 2007,3:26 PM

How do u feel when a complete stranger compliments you??

Damn proud ryte?..hee..as in not the 'hidung tinggi' type uhh

It happens to me today...Sheesh..Was Making my Way for Socio Test

And a lady approached me from behind while we crossing the road

and complimented on my bag.. *Thanks Auntie!*

Wa seyy!!..At least she makes my day u noee..hahakz

Hati kembang jek gy skola..LOL!

And2 u noe wad?

I dunnoe wad did I dreamt last night but my mum this morning said that I was "Mengigau-Ing" when she woke me up for fajr prayers..

Mak:Ain!!!!..Bangun subuh!!..Da 6:40(Was shouting at the top of her voice)
Ain:huh??(Suddenly wake up and opened my eyes wide)
Mak:Bangun la..Da lambat nii!!!)
Ain:Ape mak?..Asal tak bilang Ain Chapter maner ni nk belajar!!!
Mak:????
Mak:Oi!..Chapter ape..Aku suro ko sembahyang!
Ain:(Drag myself to the toilet..Eyes still closed)

Moral of the Story:Doa sebelum tidur and prevent yourself from sleeping while studying!..hee..

Okies..I think tat's it for today..Update more entries in the near future..Hee..

Hungry lahss

Mak nye 'Ayam Korma' sedapp sey bau..Haizz..

Friday, August 03, 2007,9:01 PM

Ibuku....

SELAMAT
HARI JADI EMAK YANG KE-52!!!!

Yeah!..It's my mum's birthday
And we did a small celebration among us except for Aisyah
who is werking
The most importantly is not about celebrating it but having to look at my mum's face today,see her presence in this house really makes me happy and I really thanked God for she is alive till today..

What if she's gone?
I must admit that I'm not prepare to face that situation
Including my siblings too..
Anyhoos,why am I sidetracking?..Should make this entry a livelier one..hee..
oOo..For this year's birthday,me and my siblings bought her a Swarovski's Ring..You can guess how much it costs from the brand itself ryte..No comments..haha

SEMOGA DIPANJANGKAN UMUR
DAN DIMURAHKAN REZEKI EMAK..

Thursday, August 02, 2007,7:50 PM

Dear Gurlmania,

I dunnoe why I had such an eerie dream the past few days..
Dreamt of a man who has died but then came back to live in a few seconds..
And little did I realised today,that is a bad sign for me..

I was terribly shocked to see a picture of a man whom I have considered as my own grandfather in the 'jenazah' section when i was flipping through the Berita Harian newspaper...

KAMIS BIN DOLAH
Rest In Peace:30/7/2007

I still can recalled how Pakcik Kamis has never failed to make us(Me and Aqilah) smile with his crappy jokes during our days in Mendaki...

Though sometymes I do get irritated by him due to my mood swings,but seriously
he was such a concern,cute,jovial person..
Each tyme Me and Aqeels volunteered in MENDAKI and are stressed with our work,he would surely asked us to take a break and also asked:"DA MAKan nak?"

And it was also sweet of him to actually showed us how to use the facilities in the gym particularly the television..Yeah..I remembered it was he who was all excited about the television not us..We just smiled and see his 'telatah'..

To his family especially the grandchildren,
TakZiah daripada saya dan aqilah..
I noe how it feels when your grandparents died
Coz they are the ones who would usually protect us from our monstrous parents..

Pakcik Kamis,you will be missed by me very2 much..Semoga roh pakcik dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman..Amin..Ya rabbal 'Alamin..

No more laughter from pakcik in the CDD section anymore..*sob2*

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