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Friday, June 29, 2007

9:37 PM

Tolked to Repth jus now..
haha!
damn cools i can say..coz he kindda of console me abt the MS marks tat i've got.lyke OMG-LAH!..REPTH?!!..haha..REPTH?!!..the beatboxer guy who looks and behave lyke a gangster in class?..cannot believe it lahss..
expected the results to be worst than i ever thought
but i've make it to the borderline onli..haizz..as Mr Koh said to me:"Ain,you are in deep trouble.."ermss..realli mehs?..wad if i can buck up in my end-of-year exams znd assignments?..insya'allah i will do anything to ace in this subject(though im not good in maths):(

aniwaes,wad is done is done..so i have to bear wit it..ouh yar..of coz disappointed but im prepared emotionally and spiritually oreadi..haha..cheyy!..but!..my day lightens up as soon as i got home..haha..my Kak Ita promised to buy me a new handphone for my b'dae..but i asked her to gimme in advance...cannot tahan already..die without handphone..currently,use mak's hp..hehe..cam cikopeks..tpi tkper..at least ade..

pe seyy..bsk cannot meet muhaimin,farhan n ain..igtkan nk tgk wayang samer2 seyy..haiz..kaes2..i want to watch Coach Carter for the 3rd tyme!..huahua!..assalamualaikum!!!

Thursday, June 28, 2007

8:46 PM

*YAWNNNNN*..ooPs..sorie!..tat was unethical of me..aniwaes assalamualaikum gurlmania!..hehe..

Getting started aites!..kae2..bismillah..todaY ...ermms can say is my happiest day of all..hehe..went out fer lunch at Arnolds' with my wonderful babes:rad,nad,julie,azm and asy!!..haiz..it would be more hell of a fun wit the presence of sue the kecohrable and psycho aqeels..And sumore i get back most of my results and did pretty well though can be improved..so i guess the lunch wit them was a 'small' celebration for me...

uh-oh..the ayam there..Masya'allah..ble terhantuk uh makan..but seriously Arnolds are far off more better than KFC(KEEP FIT CLUB..lol!)..with the juicy spring chicken which i got difficulty eating it and it's crispy potato chips and french fries..the chicken lyke sooooo damn big laaa..dunnoe where to start..ouh yar...quite exhausting too and azm was the first to give up!..haha..wad a waste..haizzz..as usual,when these gurls met..the environment will be one hell of a kecohhhh!...hehe..but the fun has to end wit me returning to skewl for my socio tut..zzzzz...borrrring!..but wad to do...endure ain..endure...

guess i haf to stop here coz need to finish my service reflection and ya my projects..argh!!.stress nye..ya allah!..tolong la hamba mu ini!!..cheyy...alryte..till here

p/s:thx azimah fer the car ride!..ouh yar..luuuuurrrve ur 'U' turns too..sappppp!!!

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

8:06 PM

This past two weeks are filled with fury,disappointment and grief to Rahman's family.Recalling back how this one person came into our lyfe and banish the happiness of my two beloved people,Kak Ita and Mak.Claiming to love and decided to live with her for the rest of his life..ya ryte..crap!..At the very last min,he decided to back out and with his coolness,he told us straight that he wants to end the relationship.And what the hell he think he's doing?!.He should have tell us earlier so that we won't be busy preparing fer the 'kenduri'.Due to that,a sense of hatred towards starts to grow within due to several factors.

1)This person which I cant reveal his identity as a mutual respect to him,has tarnished our family's reputation.

2)This same person has made my Kak Ita and Mak's crying all day and night.Just dunnoe how to console Kak Ita.My heartbreaks to see her in tat bad situation.

3)The very same person causes our family to be gloomy everyday and the house is not fill with laughter anymore.These past few days,going home was my last option cos' I can't bear to take this kind of situation that is full of silence and sadness.

4)Not to forget,he oso makes me sick and i was down with fever fer 1 week.Bcoz y?..Thanks to euu who mess up wit our family's lyfe.

Thanks to my father who has been the lifesaver of our family that we realise we need to settle tis problem with an open mind and sum positive thinking..ouh yar well..positive thinking huhh..Bapak told us that wadeva happens,"ade hikmah di sebaliknya dan Allah S.W.T mahu menguji sejauh mana tahap keimanan kita sebagai keluarga menempuhi ujian".These words really motivates me and I noe in tis situation"menyelesaikan masalah secara hukum akal memang tidak cukup.Doa&tawakal kepada-Nya adalah sebaik-baik solusi utk menghuraikan kekusutan yang ada".FYI,tis person try to get back to the relationship and told my sis he did the stoopid decision because he was stressed&there was some miscommunication.

Aniwae,to the very same person,i thanked you for I have learned something precious: To treasure my family a lot and stay together through ups and downs.Thank you but I'll hate euu still....

Dalam setiap hidup ada suka dan dukanya.Hidup yang penuh dengan ranjau dan duri harus kita tempuhi dengan penuh kesabaran dan selalu ingat bahawasanya yang buruk dan baek itu datangnya dari Allah S.W.T.

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2:55 PM

Alhamdulillah...I've just created my own blog and I really felt excited about it..Hee..Though,previously I'm against with the idea of blogging(sorie fer tat,i admit my mistake hor!),suddenly I have the urge to own it after reading people's wonderful blog..Wahahaha!

Okies2..For my first update..ermmss..Just finished my LSCM meeting and I think we are progressing very well.To my groupmates(Ce Yi,Mei Ching,Yisim&Jasmine),dun woRRy!..We Will make it one laaa..Aniwaes,before the meeting,had my socio lect and couldn't really concentrate coz it's 9 am in the morning and the eyes cannot open "big2" uh..Ape tak nye..tIdo lambat smlm.Then,around 10am,lepakz with my J-nnah who is my "Sifu" of tis blog..Jasamu tidak akan ku lupa walaupon ke akhir hayat..err..mcm real jek aku..hee..

Then both us depart for our meetings and tutorials respectively until lyke 1pm tat tyme we met again..haha..gedebak-gedebik-gedebuk,perut pon cam lapar..Accompany J-nnah to ITAS and off we went home..umm..ouh..no2..J-nnah has tutoring to be done.

And now im here again infront of the comp to complete my first entry..but lyke got prob uhh..my bed is calling me already and i think i shall make a move hor!.ngantuk banget sih!..till here..wait for my next updates aites!..Assalamualaikum!

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